Hard road traveled

on the way back from Jasper on corridor X heading to Fultondale I notice at exit 91 Brookside a coyote panting,  really, really close to the interstate just really still.

I went about my next task but called the alabama wildlife center and left a msg as it requested letting them know the  information.   After lunch I knew I was heading back to the Forestdale area and I bought water I stopped and  tried to push the water towards the coyote and it never ever moved except its head and eyes, which he/she kept upon me the entire time.

When I returned home at approx 5pm I called the Sheriffs department because I had not received a call back from the Wildlife Center and the animal is suffering.  I didn't know where to turn.

As of right now tears in my eyes I can even know if he/she is still suffering.  

You know whats awful  I've seen the road kill on the side of the road but never, never an animal trying to live.

sick of

I am so sick of he said she said drama in my neighborhood.  For the longest time when I moved her I did not associate.  NOW I KNOW WHY.  My son has had his demons, and when others encounter the same it's the same all over again.  I know the scenario of denial.  I am the poster child for denial.  


If you,  If you fall, it is only you to blame if the stories are true.    I will recluse.   

November

Ahhhhh! It is November and I just had my 3 month follow up with the new drug and the cell load doesn't show up in my blood work

The Dr. did not want to say the C word  But said in another 3, which would be the 6 month follow up if still negative we could.

Frustration

I'm so frustrated right now.....8 wks treatment

I just got the follow up call from my request from phenegran and amiben and loratab


The nurse tells me so use a stool softener...

and then gives me my lab work

my whites are down again 2.3

and she goes on to tell me that if in case of re occurrence this drug allows for re treatment....ARRRRGGGHHHHHHHHHHH~!!!!!!!!!
WHAT !!!!!

And my loving daughter says,  All I know is that a positive attitude helps.......


So here's my positive attitude.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Op8BjKID1gM

:p

treatment

Seven weeks into treatment of a 12 week plan.

side effects
fatigue
headache
insomnia
nausea
loss of appetite
nothing as severe as last time


on 2 weeks white cells down
red cells down
platelets down


on 4 week
white up    childrens gummy one a day  but doubled
red up

and no virus load found,

but 8 more weeks

if i can beat the fatigue    I'll be at home plate


https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qKax7euEM5Q

No Garden

With the potential availibilty of treatment for the second time round, I decided not to opt for a backyard garden this year.

So after 2 years after first treatment I am approved for treatment this year with a newer drug in the regimen.  I will try and keep updates.

sucks

well after working hours upon hours I arrived home want rest.  later in the night my son is not to be found, you'd think with his latest found troubles he'd  be a stellar person, on no   i found him in the laundry room again it in hand...... So he calls his x to pick up his son...he doesnt understand why.....