It's a good day

Emotion:  Semi-happy

goal:  pretend to finish taxes.

So far very little joint pain, insomnia and today I've noticed more headaches and cankle rashes, that itch like arrrrgh!    The one thing I forgot was hydrocodone.  I went to my podunk grocery store to find Benadryl and no luck.

Still upbeat, so in the future remind me.

Who's a trooper?!

Mom got her first shot on Friday and was such a toughie!

http://www.youtube.com/embed/ZvEnIkz82A0
Love,


C

not so bad

emotion:   rested

goal:  no nap today

I noticed my hair looks darker.  Maybe not

Weekend

emotion: Listless

goal:  laundry

insomnia

Not a bad night hope for a good day

emotion this morning k
goal:  remember med schedule and take a nap, eat my red and white cell foods




The only symptoms I had tonight was insomnia

ho hum

emotion:  anxious
goal:  buy panties   J/K

worried about treatment but better than tuesday


This afternoon went through injection training.  The first shot ok.  Now for the pills.  I feel right now as if I have a lump in my throat and it won't go down.  Not nausated at the moment but in another hr the next pill dose.
My oldest daughter went with me and will administer the injections here out.updated 6:52


chills, fever, aching joints, insomnia, diarrhea.  All in all not a bad night.


first night chills, fever, aching joints, insomnia, diarrhea.  All in all not a bad night.

The Power of Prayer

Remember, you are being lifted up in prayer all over the place!

http://youtu.be/STKkWj2WpWM

time will tell

Emotion:                  empty
Goal:                        finish project at work so I can close the ticket.

Friday after instructions start therapy.

What is tubthumping anyway?

Pull yourself of by your bootstraps and keep going! Stay away from the thumping of tubs though. What ever it is it can't be good! Don't piss your day away ; }

http://youtu.be/2H5uWRjFsGc

k

so after the melt down last night and this morning I hope I'm ready to face the days to come.  I will post my emotions:  
goal:

Crash and Burn

Last night I get a call all meds will be filled tomorrow (which is today).  I get a call this am asking if I'm ok from my angel girl,    not a worry slept like a baby.   And then the meds are in my possession and I start feeling the anxiety.  So by tonight I'm in tears explaining facts to a co-worker that is in the same position  work related.  Friday I will start receiving injections, and meds that will kill (what I think is all cells) however its not.  Explosive diarhhea,   now thats a laugh truely funny if it weren't one of the symptoms.

http://youtu.be/u1JBSQMkQEo

Love,
C

Busy Work

So to keep my mind off things, which maybe considered avoiding the obvious.  No, it just keeps me busy.
Finished my last project waiting to give it away.  Now to find my next project and do another load of laundry.

Reality sets in

Still haven't received meds yet.  But going over the side affects again.  I'm gonna need a strong support group.

Mundane Monday

It wasn't really, but.

I wanted to continue my pity party however, X called and I rolled on outta bed.

Good day in all.  Wondering if I'm still optimistic.

New Day

So after ripping out my knitting, I broke down.  Called a friend and he came to support me.  I think the hardest is I'm scared.  But on a bright note I'm over my knitting goal..    Yeah!!

Saturday

Well today I found myself wanting to sleep in.  A call from my X and I was outta bed.
I hear the birds outside and today I feel optimistic. My goal will be to decide which item I want to knit next and try and knit 12 rows.


Me myself and I accomplished 12+ rows and had to rip it out so I stand at 0 but tomorrow is another day

Cherish

I found that the plan is as severe as I thought.  Awaiting treatment
My goal for today is to finish a scarf I'm working on.

Hope

This will be a way for me to journal my treatment. Hopefully I will look back on post and/or comments and remember the tasks before me were very simple ones.
Dr. tomorrow to develop treatment plan.