Crash and Burn

Last night I get a call all meds will be filled tomorrow (which is today).  I get a call this am asking if I'm ok from my angel girl,    not a worry slept like a baby.   And then the meds are in my possession and I start feeling the anxiety.  So by tonight I'm in tears explaining facts to a co-worker that is in the same position  work related.  Friday I will start receiving injections, and meds that will kill (what I think is all cells) however its not.  Explosive diarhhea,   now thats a laugh truely funny if it weren't one of the symptoms.